2009-10-15
Confession Update
Topics Being a Mom, My Life 1 Kick'n CommentsLast night I was riddled with guilt. Mommy guilt. One of the most crushing kinds (I think).
My tears were a very painful reminder that I needed to try harder. I prayed for forgiveness and renewed patience.
Today was a much better day. I needed my heart healed just as much as I needed to heal my babies.
We played. We sang songs. We cuddled and gave kisses. We smiled and laughed.
Today, I was a good mom.
I can't do it alone. Everyday I realize this. I need my Heavenly Father to help me be worthy of the angels he has blessed into my care. And He never disappoints. If I'm willing and humble enough to ask. He is always there for me.
Today was such a better day.
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October 16, 2009 8:07 AM
SO glad to hear that you had a better day so soon! Make a lot of mental pictures on the good days--you can take them out and look at them on the bad ones. Good days are ALWAYS around the corner--and we appreciate them even more when they follow the bad ones.