I've been pondering over some thoughts concerning my blogs recently. For some time I have felt like I lost the purpose and reasoning behind why I truly started to blog. It suddenly became about how many link backs and site visitors or feed subscribers I could get. I wanted the WHOLE world to see my beautiful children and hopefully be inspired by the things we do every day.
But now I have realized (or remembered) that the WHOLE world isn't always a good place. And it isn't always full of good people.
Yesterday, as my family was talking about Food Storage, I made the comment that as a mom I couldn't ever allow myself to be responsible for something bad happening to my children. I would cut off my own leg and use it to make BBQ before I would let them starve. It was a comment made in jest but with some seriousness buried inside.
It got me back to thinking about my blogs and how the WHOLE world can see how cute they really are. Am I doing everything I can to protect them?
Now, I don't want to go crazy and become a shut in and not share our stories with people. The scriptures say
"Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill can not be hid. Neither do men light a candle and put it under a bushel, but on a candle stick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in Heaven." And I believe it is important to share our light with others. But I also don't want that light to be a beacon to those that would do us harm.
My current decision is to stop "public blogging." That doesn't mean I am going private (at least not right now) but I am going to stop participating in all the meme's like Wordless Wednesday and Thursday Thirteen... things that will give people a link back to my blog. I can still do them for my own benefit and for those who read my blog, but I won't be linking to the list of participants. When (and if) I comment on others blogs, I will do so without a link back to my blog.
I also would like to ask that anyone who has a link to my blog on their blog roll remove it. I don't want to increase the traffic to my blog anymore. Just in case it gets into the hands of someone I don't want.
I hope that those of you who read will continue to stop by and continue to read my feeds. I have made many friends through blogging that I absolutely LOVE and I don't want to stop this outlet. There are days as a work from home mom (and I am sure many of you can relate) that I only see the outdoors and have "grown up" discussions through blogging. I just feel like I need to be a bit more conservative in the display and discussion concerning my precious babies... and therefor my family.
I hope everyone can understand. It's one of those things that I've put a lot of thought into because I do enjoy blogging so much. But the thing is, I love my kids more. I don't want to be paranoid, I just want to be safe. And if the day comes when I have to stop or go private, I will. Because as a mom I would go to any length (even being semi paranoid if need be) to protect my children.
It's much easier than cutting off my leg.
Thanks.

P.S. This is no way reflects on my thoughts of other blogging moms out there. This is a personal decision that was made in relation to how I view MY blogging and MY feelings about it. I have made it into something I no longer wanted. I still read all the other fun blogs I have found and there is no judgement passed by me on what you post on your blogs or what meme's you participate in.... just thought I should clarify.