Sunday, June 08, 2008

Why?

I'm not afraid. I'm not worried. I trust the Lord. I know Noah is in His hands just as much now as he was a year ago. I know we are blessed beyond measure to have the greatest Doctor.

Then why won't my heart stop pounding? Why can't I get it to stop throbbing in my head and trying to jump out my throat? Why is it every time I try NOT to think about handing over my precious little miracle baby to go into his Heart Cath I start to cry?

Shane says it's because I'm a Mom and that's my job.

Written by Crystal at 9:31 PM
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11 comments:

  1. I love you and you can call me or text me the whole time you have to be apart from him.
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  2. Good luck! I think your hubby has it right- we are moms, it is was we do. I will be praying for you and your family!
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  3. Julie PedersonJun 9, 2008 07:13 AM
    Crystal,

    I am praying that God speaks very directly to you this week in such a way that it will take away all apprehension. Noah is in very good hands...and I don't just mean the doctors! I am praying for Noah to go through his cath routinely--nothing but good news!

    Love, Julie
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  4. My prayers are with you guys! Blessing to little Noah... :D
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  5. My heart breaks the second I find out we are in for yet another procedure. It breaks more as we walk down that hall and it breaks even more the second I hand over my baby to them to "fix" him. When he cries and reaches for me I realize that because i am a mom I now walk around with my heart somewhere else. It is where ever he is. Their sweet little spirits are why we worry and do what we do.
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  6. Your hubby is right on- it's your job as a mom.

    I have no idea what it's like to be in your shoes, but I am certainly praying for you and your family.
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  7. I have to agree with Shane.
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  8. Worry becomes your new middle name. Good luck. Call me and let me know how it goes!
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  9. When you would give your life for someone, it's hard to entrust him to others who might not. You're in my prayers!
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  10. I'll be praying for you . . . I can only imagine.

    You are a mom and have every right to feel the way you do . . . your heart beats for him.
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  11. Hubby is 100% correct . . . because you're Mom.

    I'm thinking of you and praying for you and your little one! I can't even begin to imagine how this must be for you.
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